Back in the routine

It has been a while since I last posted...being negative doesn't help anyone so I decided to stay quiet for a bit until my thoughts were clear. It is amazing to me that this time was so hard. I guess I truly didn't realise how much I miss you. Every day I would go about my business and just hang in there...After you left again, It felt like a death. I was in total mourning. I am ok now and the boys and I have established our routine again. For all the wives out there that just can't imagine 1 more day with out him...It does get easier. I am so looking foward to this thing being over. I have never appreciated you more. I can dream right now of your return but before you know it...it will be a reality, 5 more months, and you will be back where you belong...home with me and the boys. I love you baby!